it's all about the money....

the things that i hate most...MONEY....i hope i can live in the world that money worth nothing but that's impossible klu adidas bleh la 'impossible is nothing'...thinking bout money make me sick like hell...right now there is always $$ appear in my head...i can't focus on my study anymore...hope this sem is my last sem i'm studying...i can't wait to work and gain some money for myself and my family ... why it's so hard to get the money....klu buang senang giler...sometimes i'm jelez with my friends...don't need to think too hard how to get the money...just made a phone call then the money will appear...aaarghh why i can't do like that...if i'm done like that means i don't have 'heart'...
keep on thinking how my family can survive with an income <1000 month with me and my little brother still studying but thanks to god coz mom n dad don't need to think about me my bro n sis coz i've got my loan n bro n sis already work and can survive themself...if they still depends on mom n dad i'll kill them for sure...
the reason behind my family survival maybe bcoz

• no car so no need to think about the fuel price pki basikal j lg bagus oldschool
  
• livig in the village so x d sewa rumah
• i've countinue studying in gov institution x yah pikir pasal yuran sgt
• ada kebun skit bleh la dpt hasil although my dad can't work
• no need to have a family day or yearly vacation so save cost
  

but living cost keep on increasing what the hell is that can't they think how others can survive...ingt smua org malaysia n dato' k!!!just look at bersamamu, that just part of that, there's still thausand like that...didn't they think about them...
next sem i hope i can graduate and really hopes that there is a job for me whatever the job i don't care as long as i can get the salary...yg penting halal...aaahh really can't wait for that time...i'm really sick with the way i'm living right now...please god give me chance to modified my living style...i'm feel pity for mom n dad...they have been through this live style for more than 20 years...please let them live in the different way.
i know that money is not everythig but for me without money there is nothing...org nak kawin pn kne pakai duit la bro...org nk bercinta pn ke pki duit n lg la nak kawin...haa lu pikir la sndiri mlas nk cite panjang but what i'm feel weird is that my friends keep on saying that i'm rich just b'coz i've keep a little bit of my money in the bank...n org kata back plan daa...if there is any emergency case i can used it not b'coz i'm rich...i just don't want to depends on others bcoz i've nobody to depends on... if there was an emergency case happen to me that money maybe can help...hope what they're talking about me as a rich man can change into reality...hahaha

MACHINEGUN vs PISTOL

don't know wat to say...just like i've been shot by 3 machinegun n i've just fight back with a pistol...how dare they told me that my psm just like doing an assignment...aarghhh....right now just need to focus on writing my report and hope that they don't give marks like in my imagination...ohhh..pleaseeeeee